Oh this is hard. I need to control myself. Seriously.
The Day is coming sooner than I thought. I am far from ready to face it. Obviously.
Last Saturday my mum, Alex and I went out for a little shopping for The Day. I had objected the idea of going shopping with Alex but my mum insisted on it so I had to follow them no matter what.
We went to The Shop to buy The Thing. Okay. I never expected that Alex will buy me anything that I want. Eh I meant I know Alex will buy me anything that I want but I was never expected that he will do it to that extent. I was impressed. Honestly I was impressed.
I always take everything lightly if there is anything relating to The Day. Or truthfully I always take everything lightly if there is anything relating to Alex. But because of the last Saturday’s event I think I have to take everything seriously.
I admit I had lived my life carelessly and taking everything around me for granted. Worst, I had taking Alex for granted. Maybe I should change. Yes I should change.
Seriously. I need to control myself. Oh this is hard.
